Sunday, February 22, 2009

take it easy,little Shuo.

Never count on your girl friends if they're not single,because they have the total right to be NOT available for YOU.Like last night,I was stood up and ended up having dinner in my dorm alone. I felt somewhat lost and had to listen to some stupid but hilarious radio programmes to cheer myself up.I seldom write down words about my feeling about relationship because I don't wanna make me a needy girl.

I suppose one of the reasons that make me feel down lately is that Sarina's moving back to Germany with her family.When she told me about it on the phone,I was still in my hometown.It totally striked a damp over me.It was like that there was a bing in my head and I wasn't able to get rid of it..She tried to not cry on the phone but I felt my heart empty.She's been talking about moving to another country at some point but I didn't expect it coming so fast.Good thing that she's going to her own country,then I'm less worried.I recalled what Lui told me that he was probably leaving here after a few months and my new British friend would also leave here later.They're my new friends but if I actually would lost them together so soon,I swear to hate 2009 like I never hate before.

I should've visited her as soon as I came back but I was scared of that kind of atmosphere because I knew I would cry.The other day,I went to see Sarina and her adorable kids eventually.We tried to keep that topic away from our conversation,but just a little tendency to it,we found us tearful.Five years ago,she was the woman who didn't feel like coming to China,however,she's not willing to leave here now.I know she may be "home"sick by then.She totally opened her heart and decided to told me more about her life story.I was so touched and was trying to blink back the tears.She said I was a special girl but I thought she was a legend indeed.
(Her little girl,Sarah.)

(Little boy,Fabian.)
(My tiny hand.)

Well,one of the best things to be out of a relationship is that you have enough time to not only catch up with your friends but also your teacher.^^Ms,Zhu,one of my favourite teachers of my class just gave birth to her first baby.I didn't know whether it was appropriate but just texted and called at her.She looked great and the baby looked just fine.No offence,tut as we all know,new babies barely look cute.>_< Later I asked my mom if she was freaked out when she first saw me,she answered "a little".LOL.

I scheduled the trip to Yunnan/云南,Jiuzhaigou/九寨沟 and Hangzhou/杭州 but many details remained to be settled down.In addition to the saving up thing,it's a problem that I have to drag someone keeping me company.Travelling alone?I'm not that cool yet.Well,after dropping by Shekou,I'm looking forward to getting some fresh air and am planning to go to the beach.

(Shot in Sarina's hause)